moving sucks, and im soooo over mi rents!

i sware that im going to tell!  i started to, but then i got in a fight with my rents.  

now that were moving mi life sucks.  we havnt even sold the house, but iv been so buizy with telling the packing people where to put stuff.  :(

good newz though, mi new room is going to be green!!!!!!!! i:)love green, cuz all mi stuf is pink. 

jocilin is going to her interview at NYU or somthing this week, so shes coming down. i want her to staywith me, but mi parents dont want me to because of the divorce and her moving and stuff.  

i hope all is going well with you grrls.

le me no watz up!!!

miss  yall, 

xxookim

Gone For So Long... and Missing EVERYTHING!!

OMFG girls!!! My internet died because of the weather that has been passing by down here and i have been totallllllly muerta with out it!

anyway i heard that some of you are planning to tell your padres, wow! I gotta totally prepare for the big blow. I'm gonna tell my ma first cause i think she'll take it better (by better i mean she'll be so speachless she wont talk to me for a while... ;D) My papi however, will yell, and screem and completely go LOCO!!!!

so yeah i'm waiting till this weekend when my and my ma go to our bi (hehehee no pun intended!!) weekly spa day this saturday!

anyway keep me updated ladies!!!

i wanna know how the telling goes!

besos

vikki

IM BACK

ok, so the past few days have sucked!!!1

i just got back from miami, like 2 days ago o ssomething.  other then the divorce news, the trip was fine.  i went shopping with daddys money, which is always nice but like when i came back, mi dad had already moved out.  hes renting a place in manhatten or something, im gona go see himor something for lunch or something on wednessday:)

as for this telling mi parents, i think im ready.  mi mom is pissing me off so much, and i really needdd to do something about it.

im just really sad now:(

2much change has happend this summer already, how do i deal with it...????!!!!!1

~~keep in touch biatches~~

xxookim

OMG

Girl you crazy!!!!!

Tell my parents. You might as well say good buy trustfund! Shit bitches are we really doing this? Im not ready. I just broke up wit ladarious cuz hes a jelous trippen bitch who has nothin but sex on his mind. Omg, they gonna think ima lesbian.

we goin to hell yal. My dad will whoop my ass. How are you all doing this? when are we doing this> I cant handle this. I needa call destani.

- black leopard pussy cat

LETZ DO IT

ok listen up guyz!!!!11

this is big.

alot of us r goin thru sum rilly tuff stuff rite now. i think the last thing we need is to not b tru 2 rselves. do u see ware this is goin??/

i think we need 2 tell r parents were bi. im rilly nervous 2, but r parents r rooening r lives right now.

what do u think??//

Breaking Up and A Priest

OMFS! so i know everyones going through like really stressful times but i HAVE to write about this. I'm so fucking pissed and sad! and all of my black mascara is running down my face. Jessica broke up with me!!!! she's like "you creep me out, why do you always wear black?" and i was like "What? cuz im goth, duh! IM BEAUTIFUL!!!!" she doesn't like that i shop at hot topic and she said i look dead all the time. At first i was like THANKS but she didn't mean it as a compliment. Satan, no one understands me!
If that wasn't enough, when i got home, my room was a mess. It was pink and white and all of my marilyn manson posters were thrown in the trash. I went to my parents bedroom to yell at them, cuz like WTF!? and there was a priest in there with them. They wanted him to talk to me and get me to be all christian and stuff and i was like, ew. i'm so scared that they're going to make me christian. UGH

-julie

i h8 parents!!1 >:O

so im grounded coz i gained all my weight back from fat camp, +20 more pounds. sehs rilly pissed off coz she like paid alot of money 4 fat camp or somethin, idk she jsut kept yelling shyt. it woudent have mattered cept my mom found my stash of candy under my bed. she found this pack of cigs i had 2 but she didnt care coz thye werent even open. i told all my emo freinds thats y im grounded tho. i no i can tell u girls the truth!!!1
so now im on this fukin diet and it sux soooo muhc. im only allowed to hav 5 slices o f bacon 4 breakfast!!!1 its so unfair.
chloe sent my a rilly sweet myspace msg tho!1 it was some MCR song lirrics. and a lot of <3s. :D ;P!!!!1
i showed sum of my freinds. theyre rilly exited that im bi now, coz theyve all been bi for sooooo long, since they were like 14. now that were 15, lik all of us r bi. theyre probally part of the reason decided i was bi. none of r parnts no tho!!1

do any of u guyeses parents no??/

tragidy in paridice.

so heres the update, iv been in miami for the past few days with mi mom.  yesterday i was lucky enough to meet fellow blogger vikki, who bi the way is a total bomb shell. she showed me around the beach for a while, and then we went to some shops on the water front.  we went to luch at luna rosa, it was so cute i felt like a celebrity:) 

then she droped me off back at mi hotel and thats where everything fell apart.   i was confused when i got up to the room and mi mom was there crying and sitting on mi bed.  so i like went to the bathroom to giv her some time to shape up. up um long story short she told me that she annd mi father are getting a divorce  :(    well anyway, so mi dad is looking at places in brookland and mi mom is looking at places in lik new jersy or some shit.  and shes just like, your mi babby i love you, but im like im never seeing mi friends again.  so i like ran out of the room, cus i still had her credit card and i needed to get away.  so i went shoping and then Jocelyn called me and i told her the news, and then mi fone died and i realized  i forgot mi charger, and now im stuck her in hell with mi mom.  

WHAT DO I DO~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I USEd 2 HAVE A PERfeCT lIFE!

i hate them i hate them i HATE THEM!!!

xxookim

here r sum long lyrics!!!!1

i wrote these, i no they suck so shut the fuk up!!!1

its called "black teers"

im sitting here
thinking of u
it makes me cry, and my make up runs
im waring the black eyeliner my mom bought me
she dosent understand what's between u and me

if u were here
i'd look u in the eye
w/ur spikey hare
i dont know ware
id rather be

now ur gone
i cant go on
and no1 can tell
that im fine out the outside
but inside
im crying black teers


wat do u think?!?!?1/

amazing

Hey girlz!

My nasty ass Ladarious found out about Destani. Shes cummin up in like a few days and he was all like, "yo, let me get a piece of that.." Ah - should i get ride of him? Destani and i ain't done nothing cept for making out and shit. We mostly just look at cosmo, but shes cute in a way i never thought girls could be you know? HAhah lets just hope my daddy don't find out tho. (he runs the local church on the weekend). Heathens!!! 

Whatever, im stressed, im going to go get me a smoothie and get my nails did. I'm meetin up with my girl shamika today. Her ghetto ass will be glad to see me. I got some gossip to tell her!!! Mostly that i saw her mama wit another man...ooooooooooooooooh let me tell you, gots to love the gossip. 

L8ter pussy cats!

NISHA