Breaking Up and A Priest

OMFS! so i know everyones going through like really stressful times but i HAVE to write about this. I'm so fucking pissed and sad! and all of my black mascara is running down my face. Jessica broke up with me!!!! she's like "you creep me out, why do you always wear black?" and i was like "What? cuz im goth, duh! IM BEAUTIFUL!!!!" she doesn't like that i shop at hot topic and she said i look dead all the time. At first i was like THANKS but she didn't mean it as a compliment. Satan, no one understands me!
If that wasn't enough, when i got home, my room was a mess. It was pink and white and all of my marilyn manson posters were thrown in the trash. I went to my parents bedroom to yell at them, cuz like WTF!? and there was a priest in there with them. They wanted him to talk to me and get me to be all christian and stuff and i was like, ew. i'm so scared that they're going to make me christian. UGH

-julie

Love Will Tear Us Apart

Hey, its julie. I've been having some trouble with Jessica. I love her but i hate love. i'm goth not emo. right? yeah. I think if me and jessica could die together and love each other in death, that would be rad. death is way rad. Anyway, Jessica tells me she loves me all the time and she acts really happy when she says it. I wish she could act like she did at fat camp. not happy. I'm starting to think that shes not a real goth. she doesn't wear all black. she wears like black pants and like a red shirt. black and red are good colors because they represent death but not the way she wears them. I dont know what to do. I've been trying to like read the satanic bible in order to find some guidance but i've had no luck yet. ugh.

-killmenow