moving sucks, and im soooo over mi rents!

i sware that im going to tell!  i started to, but then i got in a fight with my rents.  

now that were moving mi life sucks.  we havnt even sold the house, but iv been so buizy with telling the packing people where to put stuff.  :(

good newz though, mi new room is going to be green!!!!!!!! i:)love green, cuz all mi stuf is pink. 

jocilin is going to her interview at NYU or somthing this week, so shes coming down. i want her to staywith me, but mi parents dont want me to because of the divorce and her moving and stuff.  

i hope all is going well with you grrls.

le me no watz up!!!

miss  yall, 

xxookim

Gone For So Long... and Missing EVERYTHING!!

OMFG girls!!! My internet died because of the weather that has been passing by down here and i have been totallllllly muerta with out it!

anyway i heard that some of you are planning to tell your padres, wow! I gotta totally prepare for the big blow. I'm gonna tell my ma first cause i think she'll take it better (by better i mean she'll be so speachless she wont talk to me for a while... ;D) My papi however, will yell, and screem and completely go LOCO!!!!

so yeah i'm waiting till this weekend when my and my ma go to our bi (hehehee no pun intended!!) weekly spa day this saturday!

anyway keep me updated ladies!!!

i wanna know how the telling goes!

besos

vikki

IM BACK

ok, so the past few days have sucked!!!1

i just got back from miami, like 2 days ago o ssomething.  other then the divorce news, the trip was fine.  i went shopping with daddys money, which is always nice but like when i came back, mi dad had already moved out.  hes renting a place in manhatten or something, im gona go see himor something for lunch or something on wednessday:)

as for this telling mi parents, i think im ready.  mi mom is pissing me off so much, and i really needdd to do something about it.

im just really sad now:(

2much change has happend this summer already, how do i deal with it...????!!!!!1

~~keep in touch biatches~~

xxookim

OMG

Girl you crazy!!!!!

Tell my parents. You might as well say good buy trustfund! Shit bitches are we really doing this? Im not ready. I just broke up wit ladarious cuz hes a jelous trippen bitch who has nothin but sex on his mind. Omg, they gonna think ima lesbian.

we goin to hell yal. My dad will whoop my ass. How are you all doing this? when are we doing this> I cant handle this. I needa call destani.

- black leopard pussy cat

LETZ DO IT

ok listen up guyz!!!!11

this is big.

alot of us r goin thru sum rilly tuff stuff rite now. i think the last thing we need is to not b tru 2 rselves. do u see ware this is goin??/

i think we need 2 tell r parents were bi. im rilly nervous 2, but r parents r rooening r lives right now.

what do u think??//

Breaking Up and A Priest

OMFS! so i know everyones going through like really stressful times but i HAVE to write about this. I'm so fucking pissed and sad! and all of my black mascara is running down my face. Jessica broke up with me!!!! she's like "you creep me out, why do you always wear black?" and i was like "What? cuz im goth, duh! IM BEAUTIFUL!!!!" she doesn't like that i shop at hot topic and she said i look dead all the time. At first i was like THANKS but she didn't mean it as a compliment. Satan, no one understands me!
If that wasn't enough, when i got home, my room was a mess. It was pink and white and all of my marilyn manson posters were thrown in the trash. I went to my parents bedroom to yell at them, cuz like WTF!? and there was a priest in there with them. They wanted him to talk to me and get me to be all christian and stuff and i was like, ew. i'm so scared that they're going to make me christian. UGH

-julie

i h8 parents!!1 >:O

so im grounded coz i gained all my weight back from fat camp, +20 more pounds. sehs rilly pissed off coz she like paid alot of money 4 fat camp or somethin, idk she jsut kept yelling shyt. it woudent have mattered cept my mom found my stash of candy under my bed. she found this pack of cigs i had 2 but she didnt care coz thye werent even open. i told all my emo freinds thats y im grounded tho. i no i can tell u girls the truth!!!1
so now im on this fukin diet and it sux soooo muhc. im only allowed to hav 5 slices o f bacon 4 breakfast!!!1 its so unfair.
chloe sent my a rilly sweet myspace msg tho!1 it was some MCR song lirrics. and a lot of <3s. :D ;P!!!!1
i showed sum of my freinds. theyre rilly exited that im bi now, coz theyve all been bi for sooooo long, since they were like 14. now that were 15, lik all of us r bi. theyre probally part of the reason decided i was bi. none of r parnts no tho!!1

do any of u guyeses parents no??/

tragidy in paridice.

so heres the update, iv been in miami for the past few days with mi mom.  yesterday i was lucky enough to meet fellow blogger vikki, who bi the way is a total bomb shell. she showed me around the beach for a while, and then we went to some shops on the water front.  we went to luch at luna rosa, it was so cute i felt like a celebrity:) 

then she droped me off back at mi hotel and thats where everything fell apart.   i was confused when i got up to the room and mi mom was there crying and sitting on mi bed.  so i like went to the bathroom to giv her some time to shape up. up um long story short she told me that she annd mi father are getting a divorce  :(    well anyway, so mi dad is looking at places in brookland and mi mom is looking at places in lik new jersy or some shit.  and shes just like, your mi babby i love you, but im like im never seeing mi friends again.  so i like ran out of the room, cus i still had her credit card and i needed to get away.  so i went shoping and then Jocelyn called me and i told her the news, and then mi fone died and i realized  i forgot mi charger, and now im stuck her in hell with mi mom.  

WHAT DO I DO~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I USEd 2 HAVE A PERfeCT lIFE!

i hate them i hate them i HATE THEM!!!

xxookim

here r sum long lyrics!!!!1

i wrote these, i no they suck so shut the fuk up!!!1

its called "black teers"

im sitting here
thinking of u
it makes me cry, and my make up runs
im waring the black eyeliner my mom bought me
she dosent understand what's between u and me

if u were here
i'd look u in the eye
w/ur spikey hare
i dont know ware
id rather be

now ur gone
i cant go on
and no1 can tell
that im fine out the outside
but inside
im crying black teers


wat do u think?!?!?1/

amazing

Hey girlz!

My nasty ass Ladarious found out about Destani. Shes cummin up in like a few days and he was all like, "yo, let me get a piece of that.." Ah - should i get ride of him? Destani and i ain't done nothing cept for making out and shit. We mostly just look at cosmo, but shes cute in a way i never thought girls could be you know? HAhah lets just hope my daddy don't find out tho. (he runs the local church on the weekend). Heathens!!! 

Whatever, im stressed, im going to go get me a smoothie and get my nails did. I'm meetin up with my girl shamika today. Her ghetto ass will be glad to see me. I got some gossip to tell her!!! Mostly that i saw her mama wit another man...ooooooooooooooooh let me tell you, gots to love the gossip. 

L8ter pussy cats!

NISHA

;P =o) ;^)

im so exited!!1 my mom jsut took me 2 get sum stuff at the mall n i went o hot topic and got sum lik checkerboard rist bands. they're hot [ink and blak.
i ware ristbands all the time, and ppl at schol r so dum (coz theyre soo dum >:( ) ppl r lik "omg do u cut??" its lik, jsut coz im emo i cut myself. their so stupid.
yea but i say yea i do. so now i ware rist bands all the tiem. 1 time i 4got and ppl were lik "ware r ur cuts?" so i had to take a marker and draw them. its sooo anoying. when i came home my mom wass lik "y did u draw on ur arm?" and i was lik"FUK U IM EMO" and i got in troble.
no1 understands me!!!1

whats ^ with u guys???/

oh PS: here r sum song lyrics. JULIE i think ud rilly lik the song, its called "Vampires will never hurt you" by my chemecal romance. i made it red 4 u!!1

I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise
Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart?
Can you stake my heart?

havin fun on saturday

omg u guies!!!!

me and mi diana are having a sleep over tonight and we totally went down to mi citchen and had like 3 glasses of wine.  so WERe wasteD!  

i was telling her somthing that julie was saying about her girlfriend not being emo or goth or whatever and she was like, 

you have a friend who likes girls?

and i was like yeah

and she was like "some times i think i might like girls"

and i was like, really me too.  but i like totaly played it off real cool

then later she kissed me on the cheek.  

but like i havnt told anyone but you grls, and jocelin, but like is that cheating???  i mean diana is like mi best friend but i feel like it ment something like idk.  whaat do i do???????

someon help me         :/

xxookim

Worries Continue

so i like just got a llamada from Christine and everything started off fine, but she was a little distant. I asked her about it but she brushed it off. She says that nothing is going on and that she cant wait for me to come visit her later on in the summer. I still think that shes stuck on her ex. Apparently she went out with him and a bunch of friends as a return from gordo camp fiesta and like... i dont kno

she got mad when i kept pushing the issue and know i dont kno what to do

ew this long distance shit its kinda a puta

noche chicas


vikki

Worried Bout Her Ex

hey chichas!!

i saw that most of the gang had posted and i wasn't doing much, so im posting too! :D

anyway, i havented talked to Christine in like a while ( i can relate to julie cause see seems to be acting differently than she did at the fat camp in Mass.) I think shes beginning to talk to her ex-novio again, but i mean like, i dont know since im not there. (she lives in NC) Ive seen pics of him on her myspace, and hes an ok hottie. But i mean like im planning to go visit her and my papi doesnt have a problem sending me out there cause hes making bank!!! :D Im worried though cause i've told her that i love her, but she never says it back. Is that like a bad sign??

but im MUCHO cited for kim to come visit me!!!! were gonna have SO much fun. we gotta share all our gordo camp stories!! and it'll be good to get a break from your padres for a while!!

besos bitches!!

<3>

i dont even know what to say today, mi life is so lame right now! as much as i hated camp, at least it gave me something to do during the days.  Jocelyn is so buisy all the time for the past few days, shes applying to colleges.  shes trying to go to school in NYC to be closer to me:)  i was hoping she would try and do something like that.

mi moms work is sending her to some conference on monday in miami, and guess what? she told me i could go with her.  were going to stay for an extra two days to go shoping for new cloths, cus all mine dont fit any mor:)  mi mom was like, you dont need new cloths, we just bought you some before you went to camp! so i went to mi dad crying and i was like, dad i look like a hobo in these!!! so hese like making her go, or something.

everyone better be wishing jocelyn luck on her applications.

love ya grrls

xxoo kim

PISSED OFF!!!1 >:(

hey guys. :(. im rilly bummed rite now coz my parents (fuk them) r fuking pissing me off. they want to visit my aunt and uncle in nebraska, and we'd b leaving the day chloe gets bak from the outerbanks. so im not gonna see ehr lik at all this summer!!!!1
so my mom and i got in a huge fite n i was lik "U DONT UNDERSTEND ME"coz she dosent. and she was talkn abt how thats not tru, and how she dosent get wat i ware and thats abt it. and i wuz lik SEE, coz lik she jsut dosent understand emo clothes and make up. n so i was lik "i kno u h8 me coz im emo, but i dont care coz this is who i am n no1 has to understand me."
whateva, after i sed taht she was lik "no i jsut thikn u luk rideckruolous. (cant spell 4 shyt sry)." so i ran 2 my rm and did emo. fuk her!!!1
gud thing she dosent kno im bi 2!!!11 then she'd rilly h8 me. now im gona listen 2 sum MCR.
"im not oook. im not ooookkk." >:O
gerald way is so hot!!!11

btw chloe if ur reding this i miss u so much!!1

Love Will Tear Us Apart

Hey, its julie. I've been having some trouble with Jessica. I love her but i hate love. i'm goth not emo. right? yeah. I think if me and jessica could die together and love each other in death, that would be rad. death is way rad. Anyway, Jessica tells me she loves me all the time and she acts really happy when she says it. I wish she could act like she did at fat camp. not happy. I'm starting to think that shes not a real goth. she doesn't wear all black. she wears like black pants and like a red shirt. black and red are good colors because they represent death but not the way she wears them. I dont know what to do. I've been trying to like read the satanic bible in order to find some guidance but i've had no luck yet. ugh.

-killmenow

Kims first post

OMG im so happy that were doing this!!!  my name is kimberly, but people usually call me kimmy or kim.  i live like right outside NYC, my parents want to move to newport NJ, but im like WTF, im gon miss mi friends :( 

whatever

Anyway, this summer i went to camp empire lake, it was SO GAY(lol.) my parents forgot to mention to me that it was a weight loss camp, and seriously they didnt even try to find a good one, like i came home and looked up fat camps and it was like the first one to come up on google in mi aria.  

ok, a lil about me:  

im 16

im like 5'7",  more like 5'5" but dont tell

like 282lbs, but that was this morning

im adopted, and  i really do love my parents

mi mom works for a publishing firm, and im not really sure what mi dad dos, he works in the city.

oh and one more thing, while i was a camp i met a boi, who ended up bening an ass, then a girl... its a good stroy, ill add it later.  

      Jocelyn is 17 and a half, and shes so smart.  she lives in bostin, im going to visit her in like a month! so excited. 

xxoo

KIM

Its All Bout ME, Putas!!

Hola peoples

So the chickies and me have started a new blog all bout our experiances at "weigth loss camp" (gordo-fat camp). I mean I dont kno. i had fun (even though the bitches took away my sidekick, but whateva.)

I met my novia there and thats what counts! :D But im like fucking pissed!!!!!!! Shes in the middle of goddamn now here (fucking North Carolina) while my puta ass is stuck here in la Florida. My papi keeps bitching at me though cause all i've been doing is sitting on my latina ass and missing Christine. No one knows about us though and we wanna keep it that way, so its on the dl for now peoples!!

so yeah im out, my mom is yelling at me cause i left the pool cover opened again. puta skank.

hasta later bitches!!!!!!

besos

Victoria (Vikki)

first post

Hey biatches!!!

My name is L'taquanisha Jackson. Thats right, get over it. I go by Nisha tho. My girls kno my rule, so if you can't pronounce it, dont say it. I love me some fried chicken and black eyed peas, and cake, and some of them snickerdoodle shit. Anyways, my rich ass parents thought it would be a "good investment" to send me to some rainbow fat school cult shit and i was like WHAT, AH HELL NO!!!! .
I mean, before i went tho i had to look good, so i got my did and my nails tamed. Let me tell you tho, they was like arresting my ass as soon as i got there cuz they found some butter i was hidding in my pack. There ain't no way you can make no bacon without some real butter, you know?!!?. Anyways, thats when i mets my girl friend. Her name is Destani. She was hiddin some cholocate up in her backpack and let me tell you, she will neva run outta cholocate as long as im around! We was the only black girls there tho. Thats some segregation shit happenen right there.
I mean, i lost some weight over the weeks and when i came home my boyfriend was all up on me. My Black ass aint no wal-mart where you can get whatever you want whenever you want. Destani's commin to visit next week. If Ladarious dont step up and stop being a playa his ass is dumped. I gotta go now, there some cookies downstairs calling my name.

Ariel on ... Richmond

Ariel: What's with all the fucking Cobblestones?! Its like we're in the middle of the fucking Amazon!

INTRO POST!!!1 ;P :D

hi i'm kayla. my freinds n i started this blog bcuz we met in an online community 4 fat camp bcuz we all went to fat camp AND we all met our girlfreinds their.
thsat;s right!!!!11 we're bi!!! i luv being bi. my parents dont know ,but fuk them. they don't understand me. oh yeah. by the way, i'm emo. i luv fall out boy, my chemical romance, and avril laveen.
my gfs name is chloe. she went to fat camp to. right now she's at the outer banks with her family. she's emo 2 and she h8s her family 2. i miss her sooooo muchhh!!!!1!
oh ya and i smoke cigs. i've smoked like 3 times, my parents dont know.
soooo ya this blog is just for me to talk about my parents (fuk them), chloe (<3) , and my weight loss (ew iv already gained like all my weight back).

thx for reading!!

Introduction By Julie

My name is Julie but my wicken friends call me "kill me now." I have just arrived in tuscon arizona, where i live, after spending 6 weeks in Christian Fat Camp. I hate God. I hated christian fat camp. The only good thing about it was that i am now bi. I met jessica while taking a walk. I was trying to talk to satan but it wasn't a full moon. Jessica is a goth, too. Her hair is so black, its beautiful. We would sneak out from our rooms and paint each others nails black. I miss her more than I missed my black lipstick. I'm going to go now and drown my sorrows and listen to some Cradle Of Filth. 

Ariel on ... emotions

Ariel: I drew a smiley face on Daniel's foot!
Daniel: Yeah, because I don't have feelings or anything.
Ariel: ... yes you do! See, you're smiling!

Ariel on ... "Ningel"

Ariel: I was trying to write "Nigel" but I fucked up! I forget the second "n" so it says "Ni-gelle"
Everyone else: You mean ... "Nigel"?

Ariel on ... Mos Def

Spring '07

Catherine: You like Mos Def, right?
Ariel: yeah
Catherine: See, you're whiter than me.
Ariel: Actually, I only use it in IM because I can't spell "definitely" [See: "defiantly," as in "Ariel defiantly likes air conditioning."]

Ariel on ... Political Socialization

Fall '07

Catherine: It's all of them except 'reproduce.' Think about it, you're not like in the middle of sex and thinking, 'Actually, I think I do like bush ...'
Ariel: ... well, if you're a lesbian you do.